I have a sibling who is helpful now. But not proactive. This is going to be a somewhat graphic post.
Most facilities despite price don't go check your LOVED ONE often enough to see if they are in pain. They just don't. Put pain meds on the clock and prn.
Why are they in pain? When bedbound and can't reposition self they are frozen. It is painful.
When they develop decibutus ominous, chronicled in 1800s by charcout, renamed Kennedy Terminal, ulcer, they are in pain. They can't articulate pain at this stage.
Our mom has developed the doll or shark eye, glassy, tearing. Also cheyne stokes breathing.
Hospice RN called me this morning to tell me, she changed our mom's diet to pureed, because the breakfast she ate, as sparse as it was, still in her mouth. Now think about that. Long and hard. Think about it.
Hospice is a godsend. The facility would not have told us this because they are not hospice. With hospice, your loved one will get more services, more eyes, more caring, more treatment.
Most importantly. Your loved one will not be in distress. And isn't that what we want?
Medicare part A pays for it.
And it was her impending demise which brought us full circle. Her last gift to us. Thanks mom.
Segoline - Prayers for all of you, and big (((HUGS)))
For the last 2 days, the urgent care team of this hospice been seeing our mom 3x per day with telephone updates. All RNs. They are so very kind. Answer all questions. I think I mentioned previously that a chaplain was called yesterday, and he called me from her room.
I talked to my cousin who came last week and was here for mom's rally. She saw my dad, who has been dead for 40 plus years, as a young man, carrying a baby. Their son they in infancy. They came as escorts. This has been reported too often to be b.s.
I have said previously I could not have done what I did for my Husband without the help I got from Hospice.
Unfortunately not enough people take advantage of this wonderful service.
Far too many only spend days, weeks at the most on Hospice when far more could be done if Hospice had been called sooner.
My Husband was on Hospice for almost 3 years. during that time we/I got:
Weekly visits from the Nurse
Twice then 3 times a week visits from the CNA
Visits from the Social Worker, Chaplain, if we wanted a visit.
I took advantage several times of a volunteer that would come in and stay with him so I could go to a night time appointment.
Supplies
Medical equipment
Medications delivered weekly
Emotional support
Education
Encouragement
My Husband got personal care,
He was monitored for pressure sores, eating, drinking, pain
I could go on and on...
I encourage anyone that has a family member that has a Life Limiting Illness and they are no longer seeking treatment PLEASE call Hospice.
There are two types.
For Profit
Not for Profit.
The one we/I chose was a Not for Profit. I do believe that made a difference.
Interview Hospice just like you would any medical choice.
You can change your mind. If you later feel that Hospice in not the right choice or you do not like the one you selected you can revoke Hospice or you can find another that is more to your liking.
By now you are extremely tired after sitting vigil these past couple of weeks and especially the past couple of days, and now you are busy making arrangements for your Mom's funeral. My suggestion to you is to make those immediate decisions necessary, and then take the rest of the day to rest up and reflect on your loss.
I know that when my Dad passed away just after midnight, my 5 brothers and sisters barely slept and we all met up 1st thing the next morning and jumped right into funeral planning without a moment's rest, it was all too too much, butter some reason felted had to have things all buttoned up and services within 3 days time, which is so not true.
Fast forward 14 months when our Mom passed (early in the morning, thank God) and we collectively decided that we would take that day to rest and get our heads on straight before then getting to work on her funeral arrangements and boy did it make all the difference in making better choices at the funeral parlor, and just Everything. Of course we had the knowledge of having done this before, which helped as well.
I pray your Mom's last hours were calm and peaceful, and that you were able to share in your sadness with family nearby. Take care in the coming days as your grief will come in waves, as you busy yourself with the final preparations. Again, I am so sorry! Hugs!
Prating your Mom is resting comfortablyand eases into the afterlife in her sleep very soon. I know how hard this has been on you. Nobody deserves to be in pain at the end of their lives, you are doing the right thing. Hugs!
Three generations came to see her today. Each spent time alone telling her whatever. Mine was thanks for the opportunities, experiences, education she provided. I told her she did a good job with us. We would be ok. It is ok for her to let go.
Some of the visual images at end of life, are very difficult to absorb.i won't mince words. They are awful.
Her great grand daughter who is 5, and has come with us many times, and this little kid is a trooper. Helps adjust pillows. Her mom is an RN who is fine with this stage. It is part of life, yet the end of it. Circle of life.
I actually have a pretty amazing family.
We have 24 hours to a week.